53 - Africa

This is another melody from me,

to go straight to the heart of you

in hopes that our world will be

in the rearview.

I'll streak accross the sky like lightning,

Me and Cupid, we'll get in a fight and

when sticks me with that arrow

we'll be our own rock band.

We'll make beautiful music

while me and you sit

under a shady tree.

This is the world for you and me.

So please,

accept me as I am

I know I don't have a lot to give,

but what I give is the love I have

for you.

I know there's not a lot to see here

but please give me a chance to prove that you're wrong

I only need a moment of your time

So would you be so kind

And hear the words I have to say

So that I may

at least have a chance

however short the dance

may be.

You don't know me nearly as well as you think.

We never talk, and it drives me to the brink.

I want to tell you

how much I care...

But I don't know where

I should start...

I remember sitting out in the sun.

You in your beautiful dress

and I looking snug

sitting at your side.

I was so happy

just to be near you

just to hear you say

my name...

Your hair

touched my the sun...

Your blue eyes

make me succumb

to your gaze...

I am lost in it...

I've secretly loved you...

For a long, long while...

Give me a chance...

44 - A Bullet Shot

   I hate every moment of your existence... Every glance tears away at my skin, scorching my soul with hate and rage...
   It's impossible for me to hate you though... I know what you did was confusion and sorrow... It is all understood now...
   Perhaps we can move on now...


   I loved you, but you've burned my soul. Destroyed it. Cursed it beyond belief. To you, I shall never forgive.
   I love you still though... I will always love you, as I have promised you... I only wish things could have turned out differently...
   Perhaps we have a chance...


   We fight constantly. And the way you act around other people is disgusting. I regret the day I met you. You've done nothing but cause me problems.
   But I care about you... I only wish I could have told you how I feel so long ago... How I still feel... The way he flirts with you... It almost hurts...
   Perhaps there can be what there never was...


    Am I a fool for the feelings of hate and love which I myself cannot control...?