I hate every moment of your existence... Every glance tears away at my skin, scorching my soul with hate and rage...
It's impossible for me to hate you though... I know what you did was confusion and sorrow... It is all understood now...
Perhaps we can move on now...
I loved you, but you've burned my soul. Destroyed it. Cursed it beyond belief. To you, I shall never forgive.
I love you still though... I will always love you, as I have promised you... I only wish things could have turned out differently...
Perhaps we have a chance...
We fight constantly. And the way you act around other people is disgusting. I regret the day I met you. You've done nothing but cause me problems.
But I care about you... I only wish I could have told you how I feel so long ago... How I still feel... The way he flirts with you... It almost hurts...
Perhaps there can be what there never was...
Am I a fool for the feelings of hate and love which I myself cannot control...?
Brother,
ReplyDeleteLove and hate cannot occupy the same space.
If there is hate in your heart, you cannot love with your whole heart.
Find a way to accept the things which you cannot control - the people who do not see your point of view, the people who may not reciprocate the same 'amount' of love, or love you the same way you love them - we are all different. The sooner you accept that, the easier it becomes to love, not hate, for your differences. If you stare at someone long enough, with a willingness to put aside your hate (which includes anger, spite, pity, etc.), you will see the good in all people.
And know there are people out there who, no matter your weaknesses, will love you ;)
Thanks, Jeremy. :) You've surely got the Older-Brother Wiseness thing going on. xD
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